What's your taste ?

Soothing to the ears and appealing to the mood, that’s my taste when it comes to music, what’s your’s by the way ? ah, you are confused ? you still don’t know ? oh, you still thinking what is the most trendy taste of things ? Well, some things are always uncertain because they are meant to be that way, PUZZLED and STUPID. Did I just sound rude? Oh, I am sorry, I was just trying to be SARCASTIC. Well, one good thing about sacrasam is that it gives you an excuse to say things that you didn’t mean but still mean it.

Young and energetic is like being in the highest degree of charm in you and the biggest thing that keeps you wondering is what appeals you. Just when you posses something you got for yourself the other day, you suddenly have started liking stuffs that didn’t interest you quite a time back. Making it simple, just when you wanted to date a particular girl, and when you have her you suddenly find the girl from the neighbourhood more appealing. When asked what went wrong, They would blame their choice in the past.

Well, I don’t blame anybody for that, it is the age that is to be blamed. Teen is not just a period of time but a period of uncertainity where even the simplest of things seems to be as confusing as the mysteries of the ancient egyptian mummy’s. The song that you heard a few days back didn’t strike you much but today suddenly it seems to be the best piece of song your ears have ever heard. Feel like it has happened with you ? Well, you are just a normal teen then.

What becomes worse is the decissions and the situations and the questions that are thrown to us in our teen’s? Almost two years after your teens you are asked to choose a stream, if at all you are studying and they say, choose what you want to pursue in your best interest ? well, honestly, to the people referred as, “THEY”, Did you say a yes to your marriage at the very first go or you decided to take glances and then take in the big step? Well, to discover the best in you needs to beat the worst in you. If I was ever asked what to choose in life, I would always go with the wrong one to be sure of my wrong decision.

I have mostly been enquired with a question, “How came you being a science student landed up with business management for your graduation?” and to that I have always answered, “I was being sure of my choice”. Life is a spin. DESTINATIONS are never certain, they are just a constant with respect to change in situations. I love the dice game not because you don’t have to sweat it out but because the results are never the same, every single throw and there is something different. Just one question, Why live life as boring as always when there is a word called ,”INTERESTING” in the dictionary and more interestingly when it can be used in real life other than scentences and phrases ?

After all the decissions you have made, things you have loved, moments you have cherished, life you have lived,

WHATS YOUR TASTE ?

Dev.

Just a matter of time.

You say, “Its just a matter of TIME when things would be fine”, well, it was always fine. Ask a player of a soccer team, “What does a game of 90 minutes mean to you?” and they would say,”Everything”. Well, it was just last minute the opponent scored a goal but a minute later, its my TIME.

It feels like YESTERDAY that was my first day at school and today I am in the second year of college. Well, it feels funny, how tables turn and how things change ? at times understanding what time has in stock for you feels even more difficult than reading a person’s mind playing the game of cards, POKER. From FRIENDS to FOES and vice-versa, its again,”JUST A MATTER OF TIME”.

How eager is every kid to grow up and do stuffs that a grown up does ? but look at the roller coaster of time, a grown up always looks down to a kid thinking how beautiful those days were.  A dig into the past at your present, well that is observant. It was just a matter of time when things changed from CANVAS shoes to those funky and sporty shoes. Well, yet again,” Its just a matter of time”.

Every human being has a special one, a special moment, a special memory, a special time, Well, I have one question, “ If it were all so special, then why did you let it go?”. And they would say, “It just happened”. I say,its just what TIME had for you. And even if you would want it to happen one more time, I am afraid, that might never happen. Still feel you could give it a shot ? sure, just for the record, you are running out of your valadity of life. Yet again, if you wanted things to be at place, “Its just a matter of time”.

And how many of you reading this wanted their first relationship to be like a never ending fairy tale ? I guess every one of you. And how many of you ended up with that ? I guess just a couple of you. For the connections you make, relationships you take, what is worth it all ? a piece of memory that becomes a past in “JUST A MATTER OF TIME”.

A bicycle that fancies you changes up to a lemborgni and that’s when you know what time has done to you. Every mother would look up to her child some day and think how things changed in the race of the timeline and yet again that was, “JUST A MATTER OF TIME”.

Dev.

The voyage.

From childhood pictures to display pictures, it’s a journey that would never get justice if put down to words. From LANGOTIA YAAR’s to EX girlfriend’s, everything remains untouched in a lane of memory that comes in a voyage of rush. It’s a package that has a start but never has an end because the journey just never stops.

We werent Dude’s or champs or studs from the very beginning or some still aren’t, I would not count myself in that though. But every single person has a STORY, some are intersting enough to be heard and some are boring enough to be never told to the world. I just wonder what if the story of julius ceaser was never told by shakesphere. Apparently, that would have been another tale of untold greatness.

The man behind these words is a 19 year old student who has come across instances of insanity of the degree of greatness and has even had moments of unimaginable moments of despair. But what has been more than understandable is that life has been a gift with luck, fortune, emotions, challenges, circumstances, love, lust and a mixture of all other stuffs that have made life a happening thing for the most of it, if atall I had to take the BREAK-UP’s to be a part of it too.

Who cares about a small boat in a vast ocean ? you wont,right ? look around, you are stuck in the boat of a vast ocean of people. Still didn’t get it ? ofcourse, you need senses for that. You could row that boat or you could just sit back and do nothing. The choice is yours.

You see it the way you see it and you see it the way you don’t wanna see it, just like i might find a girl walking in the streets “pretty” and you might find her “hot” and just like you might need an umbrella to get rid of the sun and I might need an umbrella to prevent myself from getting wet. Same thing, different views, opinions, angles make it a different story all together.

Beauty with the Betrayal or Betrayal with the beauty ? At the end BEAUTY remains and BETRAYAL is just a history. From a CHALLENGE to a CHAMPION, its always in the making, the choice is still yours and the voyage still continues.

Dev.

The show must go on.

And they say, “The show must go on”.  Apparently there was a lot of thought that was put in to this saying.  And the person who quoted this must have had a strong belief in an english word ,”HOPE”.The other day when I walked down the temple, I saw hundreds of people lined up to pray. Every individual must be having something different to pray for but there was one little thing that was common in every one of them and that was, they had a HOPE of their prayers being listened to.

But it ends up with a thin line of individual characterstic at the way one look at things. Well, I strongly believe that every human being is made up of three layers of personalitty. The very first layer is the personality that he wants to show people which is pretty fake and is pretty much adjusted to time and situations and the second is the natural personality strongly built in you and the last is the self personality or a self potrait of one’s self. In todays world of abnormal growth and competition, the only mantra that we are asked to follow is to think and do stuffs differently but I guess somewhere deep down the line we all are missing the catch. When every single person is asked to do stuffs differently then who is supposed to do things in the normal way ? too confusing, is it ? well, even I was told to do unimaginable stuffs and they told me that If I had to be ahead of them all, then I had to be different from what I am. But over the years, I just couldn't be anyone else other than the person I am.

I still remember an incident from my 9^th grade back at my boarding days at vizag and we had an essay competition, I don’t really remember the topic but all I remember was that there was a man who was around his 50’s who walked in the hall and gave us the topic and told us that the best write up shall be awarded. I could see everyone inking the papers with the combination of exotic and extraveggent words, well, I guessed everyone did so but all I did was, I wrote stuffs that came to my minds in the very first thought. all I knew was that my writeup had a piece of originality but all that happened was, I was never rewarded. Dissapointed was how I felt but not because I was not rewarded but because my work was not recognised. Yes, we human beings are based upon a psychological factor above satisfaction and that is RECOGNIITION. And with that I believe that every single human does something which needs to be recognised. Some do and some don’t.

To the one’s who stay unrecognised, I say, “brothers and sisters, you have company”..!!

Dev.